I looked out the window this morning and this is what I saw:
Quite ironic because it explains the mood I’ve been in lately, I’ve been feeling so down for many reasons, I hate feeling depressed and today was the worst I woke up with an awful dreaded feeling like something bad was going to happen, and oh my life I keep crying (i never cry!), Allah is really testing me, I have to keep reminding myself thatAllah will never place a burden on a soul that it can not bear.
So to stop myself from feeling down I’ve increased zikr and making loads of dua, yesterday my sister in law told me to read a wazifa that the maulana told her to read every morning to help her against anything bad.
My Urdu is bad so if anyone can translate what it says in Urdu in the comment box that would be good.
The English Transliteration is:
Allahumma Anta Rabbi La Ilaha illa Anta Alaika tawakkaltu wa anta rabbul Arshil karim Masha Allahu Kana Wamalam Yashalam yakun. Wala haula wala Quwata illa billahil aliyil azim a’lamu annallaha ala kulli shai iin Qadir. Wa Annallaha Qad Ahato bikulli syai in ilma. Allahumma Inni A uzubika min sharri nafsi wamin sharri kulli Dabbah Anta Ahizun bina siatiha, inna rabbi ala siratimmustaqim
(Oh Allah, You are my Lord. There is nothing worthy of worship except You. I place all of my trust and reliance in You and You are the Lord of the Noble Throne. Whatever Allah wishes takes place, and whatever He does not desire, does not occur, and there is no power and no strength except in Allah, The Exalted, The Mighty. I know that Allah is Powerful over all things and that Allah has knowledge of all things. Oh Allah, I seek refuge in You from the evil of my nafs (self) and from the evil of every crawling creature. You are master over them. Verily, You are Lord of the Straight Path.) (Ibn Alsani)
Also I’ve been reading Dua Manzil, my mum started reading this when my nephew was diagnosed with cerebral palsy (Alhamdulillah hes alot better) non-stop every morning and evening she carried around reading it. It protects you from any black magic and any evil thats around, I don’t know much about black magic but what I do know is that some people are pure evil and can’t see others happy.
In Shaa Allah everything gets better for me and my family soon.